It's even no kind of life

這都算不上是活著

Make no sense My day and night

晝夜毫無意義地交替

couldn't stop it in my head

它在我腦子里 我無法使其停下來

it's like every day

每天都是

I'm always good at killing my vibe

無法維持我的情緒

I feel so heavy whenever I try

當(dāng)我試圖控制 身體卻變得沉重

couldn't cut me off from here...

無法斬?cái)噙@混亂的糾纏

So I'm not okay

也因此難受

When could I back sober...get me clean?

什么時(shí)候可以讓我重歸清醒？

How could I reset log out and flee?

我該如何才能抽身逃離？

Did I just imagine?

這都僅僅是我的幻想嗎？

But I'm falling...so falling

但我正在墜落…

Now I'm in the hell...Yeah I'm unhappy

此刻我如在煉獄般煎熬…

Suddenly I wake up...Find I'm so happy

下一刻又仿佛置身云端般快樂

Please give me some hints before every switch

求求了…在切換之前給我點(diǎn)提示也好

Don't know how to heal me...How I get here?

不知該如何拯救自己…是怎么走這一步的…

Even in the hell...Yeah I'm so happy

即使在地獄…亦如同在云霄之間

Now I'm unhappy...

煎熬度日

Why am I crying?

為何哭泣

Now am I laughing?

又為何大笑

I wanna fix it...But I couldn't help it

想要彌補(bǔ)…卻無能為力

Morning breaks Still I'm all alone

清晨 我仍孑然一身

Would I keep this calm?

今日能否保持這份平靜

Feel my head's spinning I wanna stop it

腦子嗡嗡作響 停不下來

Don't know what I'm living for...

甚至不知道為什么活著…