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I Wish You Cheated?

I’m anxious

Kinda sad

Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had

Spending days just on my phone

Wondering where it all went wrong

I’m nervous?

Pretty wired

I said your name too much

Now my lungs got tired

Thinking maybe I’m to blame

I just need someone to hate

Oh oh oh oh?

You made this so damn hard for me

You and your god damn honesty

It got me thinking

I wish you woulda cheated

And smashed my heart to pieces

I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving

I wish you were the villain

A psycho with no feelings

So how do I move on

When you did nothing wrong

Ahh

Wish you did something wrong

Ahhh

But you did nothing wrong

Know it’s messed up

Kinda bad

But I wish we didn’t talk and you just left like that

I’d be angry instead of numb

Dammit who have I become

In the middle of the night

I start to fantasize?

That you would ruin my whole life

Oh

Cuz you’re the best I had

And I keep running back

Like a god damn fool tryna change your mind

You were all mine

Can’t believe?